always by the love.

2011-04-09T15:22:00.001+08:00

emotionally challenged lass.
but only her beloved partner understands, nothing less.

2010-12-26T21:02:00.001+08:00

DESARU 2010.

2010-12-21T01:07:00.004+08:00

OMGEEE. Been pretty long since I updated this personal blog of mine!
What's new Aishah!? oh well.
Apparently, I've been lately busy with I ain't sure what but definitely no time to blog or pen down my life story. But I managed to tweet about my status daily though.
And yes, certainly I've got something to share right now. Would you spare me a few minutes of yours? Thanks.
Well, I am not sure how should I say this but I really think I've found someone who understands and always supporting me - not siding me of course!
If you know me good enough, I hardly trust people no matter how close they are to me.
And here's the story.
This man walked into my life 12 months ago, as a stranger. I see him as someone who is extremely knowledgeable, that I never thought I could mix with those kind of people and in fact I promised myself not to get over the lines. But no way, things worked out differently! This man is indeed curious with what I want to do in my life, my future. Honestly speaking, I've never had this real whole thinking of who I want to be and what's more, my career. He told me about his spectacular ambitions, his dreams. And once, it made me think about myself getting me back into what I wasn't really into. He grew this confidence and showered his concern all over me. Coincidentally, we ought to have the same pastime, perhaps his specialty. However, again I wasn't sure of where I am standing because I am young. He made me feel the maturity that I owned and putting his trust to the potential that I have. With all the trusts that I have in him, I let him explore my life - knowing more about me. Nevertheless, we are having much common things between us. And I found this man, the one that my soul loves.
That's the snippets story of my life.

بارك الله لكما وبارك عليكما

2010-08-31T21:34:00.003+08:00

HEYLO!
it has been long since i update the blog about my life.
there are many things happening, too much to quote from it.
i shall just summarize everything.
basically, i'm having my holidays while waiting for UT3 that is coming up in less than a week.
the situation is similar like what i had after Olevel, pretty mundane.
oh yes, i'm currently in a relationship with rizal (:
and this is real love, awesome man i have in my life.
there's no boat that can stay as it is even on the still water,
this means that every relationship has its own flaws that keep it even stronger.
we are strong and everything is natural between us.
as for now, that's all i can say.
-au revior.

2010-05-27T09:18:00.004+08:00

PHUKET 3DAYS/2NIGHTS (:

i love you.

2010-04-20T13:29:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST !

2010-04-04T01:05:00.000+08:00

you're indeed more happier than i am
but your happiness and mine are totally different.
you called me just to tell me how happy you are
and i was so happy cause you called me.
hearing your voice for the first time makes me excited
knowing you forever makes me happiest girl on earth!
I ADMIRE MY LIFE .
i don't want to fall in love with you
but i want you to raise the love with me.
i hope we will be you and me.
TRUE LOVE AND INFATUATION ? differences.

2010-04-02T00:20:00.002+08:00

I HATE TO TELL YOU THAT I LIKE YOU.

you actually taking up portion of my brain to think about you.

well i blame myself for it cause liking you is the best part of my life as for now.

okayy, aishah stop bullshitting over it !

HAHAHAHA.

down to earth.

awesome ! i really didnt know that most of my cousins having FB.

need to beware of my words over there and my happenings.

or nieces/nephews will be complaining worst even, cousins.

oh well, put that away.

i really wanna meet up with some amazing people who have entered in my life for about 3-4months ago.

they are people who i've really never expect to know.

some of them i've mentioned in the previous posts, not by their names though.

just got this text ".....muscles nak kena btl2 rest hehe....."

it's from my BOSS ! gaaahh.

boss really sleep early everyday, even before the training starts ! how could you.

i'm feeling extremely awkward but honoured.

great !

better kill my boredom by reading mr happy awesome stories !

you so going to see this man.

"IT'S YOU AND I WHO MAKE OUR FATES, WE OPEN UP OR CLOSE THE GATES."

2010-03-30T01:54:00.000+08:00

THE BEAUTY YOU HAVE WITHOUT FLAW .
you teach me lots of things
i'm so grateful to have a friend like you.
you make my eyes open to see the world outside.
and knowing that you will be by me makes me feel safer.
through you i know the bitter and through you i know the sweetness.
thank god i found you (:

2010-03-28T00:30:00.004+08:00

MY HAPPINESS IS EXTENDED !

I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE MY EYES !

WAS I IN THE DREAM WORLD ALSO ?

THE MOMENT SHOULD REALLY STOP THERE !

SOMETHING REALLY MADE ME TURNED !

JUST SOMETHING WHICH I DON'T KNOW WHAT !

SHOCKING SHOCKING SHOCKING !

WHY WORDS REALLY CAN'T EXPLAIN EVERYTHING !
YOU MAKE ME GO CRAZY ABOUT YOU !
LIKE LIKE LIKE !

2010-03-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

I'M FEELING EXTREMELY HAPPY !

please tell me if it's right to feel this happy to early.

i hope this time isn't going to lead me to the wrong path.

seriously, words can't describe how happy i am now (:

2010-03-24T19:48:00.007+08:00

REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC !

my first trip there actually

thank god i wasn't alone, to have a friend like hasinah accompanying me makes the journey bored-free.

which also added to the fact that the journey from my house is really far.

but can't deny that the structure of the buildings are sophisticated !

even though i didn't manage to explore the whole campus,

i've actually been to a place that's free from people and it has lovely scenery.

however, it disappoints us when we got to know there's no prayer room in such a huge school

and what we did was travelling to and fro the only mosque in woodlands with some help.

nonetheless, we will definitely ask some students or perhaps the clerk regarding that issue.

the idea of getting a house/room nearby is just too good to be real.
but it's okay, 3years won't be long like some people said.

time flies really fast like it always do.

well, all i can say now is that i can't wait for school to start.

new environment, new friends, new euphoria, new everything !

2010-03-21T16:40:00.004+08:00

BACK FROM DAY TRIP TO MALACCA !
at least i don't feel bored.
well, actually it's suppose to be retreat for the MDA staffs which is my brother.
but since he wanted to drive there instead of taking the coach, so i followed.
those going there by coach stayed over for a night at Mahkota Hotel
whereas my brother and some of his colleagues going back on the day itself.
thank god, the journey there wasn't that mundane
cause both ustaz are just so funny and keep on cracking jokes.
oh well, we reached malacca at about 11am !
while waiting for the coach to arrive, went to have our breakfast at some stalls
as they were saying "jangan mengharap" throughout the whole journey to malacca.
great !
and they were totally wrong when we reached at the mosque.
cause the mosque actually served us good food for lunch.
unexpected ! hahaha.
saw some familiar faces there, and one of them turned to be wrong person !
was confident that's him, but it turned out to be someone with an older look but just like him.
geee.
then after visiting the mosque, we went to hunt for chendol !
ustaz craving for it i guess.
after that, went to the others hotel for some activity.
which i thought it was something really fun.
but turned out to be a motivational talk !
however, it wasn't that bad and lasted for about 2hrs plus.
i seriously learnt lots of things.
ended up by leaving malacca at 10plus.
then drove all the way back to singapore and reached home almost 4am !
TIRED TIRED TIRED ENJOY ENJOY ENJOY .

2010-03-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM CAMP !

and yes, whole body aching like the worst thing ever.

reasons being are sleeping on the tables and canteen floor.

not to forget about the activities throughout.

which were the dragon boating and hike to east coast which was about 6km.

furthermore, the sleepless nights that i was having.

but every night, i have someone to talk to at least.

for the last night at camp, some elderly went home.

as planned, went out of the school when clock strikes 12midnight.

walked to simpang bedok, on the way fetch shakilah from her house.

had our "supper" maybe shall call that dinner instead.

BBQ STINGRAY, CRISPY BEE HOON, SWIE MAI

head back to school at 2am.

and shockingly the gate was locked !

called the teacher out and managed to get in without being warned or scolded.

that's called seniors.

talked talked talked, i miss you !

HAHAHAHAHA.

"FOR REAL" as you agreed.

let's get started baby .

2010-03-11T15:45:00.002+08:00

CAUSE I REMEMBER EVERY WORD THAT YOU SAID

IT ALL JUST KEEPS SPINNING AROUND MY HEAD

BUT IT DON'T MATTER WHAT I TRY TO DO

I KEEP ON FORGETTING TO FORGET ABOUT YOU

AND I DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT YOU BABY SO MUCH

ALL THE THINGS WE DID AND THE WAY THAT WE TOUCHED

JUST WHEN I THINK ABOUT SOMEONE NEW

I KEEP ON FORGETTING TO FORGET ABOUT YOU

FORGET ABOUT YOU, FORGET ABOUT

WATCH ME TURN AROUND AND FORGET, FORGET ABOUT YOU

FORGET ABOUT ME AND YOU .

2010-03-10T23:31:00.004+08:00

ART OF LOVE .
NOT PLACING ANY HIGH HOPES WOULD BE SAFEST WHEN YOU KNOW THE POSSIBILITY OF IT HAPPENING .

thanks for being there for me all this while

i wish we will still be friends till eternity.

we are just of different ends whereby i want the truth, and you are delaying the truth from me.

that annoys me !

but, i'm sorry to say that there's others out there who actually understands me more.

who actually shares his happiness and sorrow together with me within days.

i like it when people share his/her stories with me.

it actually make me know more about the person and also know the person intentions.

he is so concerned, i admire that personality.

2010-03-07T01:10:00.002+08:00

MUJHE PATA NAHIM KYOM MAIM PYARA KA ANUBHAVA NAHIM HAI.
HO SAKATA HAI KYONKI MAIM ABHI TAKA KE LIE SAHI EKA MILA.
LEKINA PHIRA BHI MUJHE LAGATA HAI KI YAHA ABHI BHI MERE LIE BHI HAI JALDI SE EKA KHOJA.
DHAIRYA HAI YAHA INAMA HAI.
BAHUTA SAHI SAMAYA KE LIE BASA INTAJARA HAI.
KAHBI PYARA NAHIM HAI ASANA.

those who want to know what's the meaning
just let me know, i'll explain.
not bad uh my hindi nowadays.
soon i'll be speaking arab !
lucky there's someone who is willing to teach me.
thanks buddy (:

JUST FOR THEM .

2010-03-01T00:56:00.003+08:00

REAL GOOD TIME I'M HAVING .
i'm just so happy about all the things that are happening now.
feeling extremely good to know all of them.
thankyou.thankyou.thankyou
for being there for me, for supporting me even though we just know each other.
they make me feel who i am, not what i am.
i believe that all these good things that i'm having won't end pretty fast.
but i'm still having doubts.
am i suppose to bring it to the next stage?
the only unanswered question.
however, i guess things will change in a week time.
and it will be the last.
PROMISED.
all i need now is just the time.
so that everything will be back equally.
love you all (:

COMPOSURE ..

2010-02-08T18:17:00.004+08:00

WOW.WOW.WOW.WOW
found something interesting to do to kill my boredom.
which is to write songs !
believe it or not, I've written one song by myself.
it's called REMEMBER.
recorded my vocal but there's no music to go with it yet.
plain plain.

now all i need to do is to get myself a guitar
so that i can compose the songs on my own.
daddy allowed me to buy guitar (:
wink wink.
once i get the guitar, either din or wan can teach me.
even more happier.

I REMEMBER . . .

2010-02-01T01:45:00.003+08:00

Late Night.
wow.
i remember lots of things about my past.
started from 2005 till now.
all the bad and good memories.

2005 I REMEMBER :
the first day in secondary school
the day that I'd lost contact with qaiyum for i don't know what reason
the day that I'd made new circle of friends
the day that I'd got my shoe into the canal while running for 2.4km trail
the day that fahmy actually said to me "tapak kasut aku lagi cantik dari muka dier" and i didn't fight back
the day that i was being interviewed to be a prefect when i saw a short guy escaping from NPCC
the day that syazana told fahmy that i ranksacked his bag to take out those sweets and he threw that packet into my shirt
the day that fahmy showed his temper to me for complaining to teacher about his action
the day that I asked fahmy to help me buy a present for qaiyum but he didn't
the day that I was told secrets by fahmy about him liking shakilah and he put all her pictures into his file
the day that I went back to my primary school on teachers' day when i saw qaiyum and gave him his present
the day that I was known as 'the hiking spa girl' during camp at malaysia
the day that I started to like going for hike and doing water sports
the day that qaiyum called me and told that he missed me very much when i was doing my art
the day that I went out jalan raya with my primary school friends together with qaiyum and he carried my heels
the day that arif thought I was in relationship with him which i did not

2006 I REMEMBER :
the day that I mixed with more people
the day that I met qaiyum at my madrasah and it shocked me that he's in my class
the day that I had even closer relationship with qaiyum
the day that I was being promoted to patrol second in guides
the day that I ended my relationship with qaiyum which was totally my fault
the day that I was being disturbed by some other classes guys
the day that I was told that sufiyan likes me
the day that I told fahmy everything about my life in that year
the day that I knew my ex-boyfriend wasn't a gentleman and i relied on fahmy for his help
the day that I went to camp making new friends and admired someone there
the day that I went to central without bathing with my campmates
the day that I had treated fahmy as my 'abang angkat'

2007 I REMEMBER :
the day that I'd put on my contact lens with shakilah's help for more than hour
the day that I started to get caught by dm cause of attire problem
the day that I changed my clothes in the sleeping bag when there's guys walking around
the day that I had long deep personal conversation with shakilah
the day that I and others had gossips in the middle of night under the trees
the day that I took 15 minutes to do my jetty jump
the day that I went NDP to participate in marching
the day that I know someone was taking an advantage over me
the day that ms alsagof kept on shouting at me for my short and tight skirt for guides
the day that I was promoted to company leader in guides
the day that I received compliment from the officers saying that I projected my voice solidly
the day that I pumped my company until some of them cried
the day that I realised fattah(MG) was looking at me

2008 I REMEMBER :
the day that I had studied hard for my major examination
the day that I had tiff with adeline over something not so big
the day that I was admitted to hospital for day surgery after being stung by bee
the day that I shout my lungs out after my exam
the day that I met muhammad and he can't remember me
the day that I started to know that qaiyum is who i need and i missed him
the day that I went to australia for holiday
the day that I had my hepB vaccinations

2009 I REMEMBER :
the day that I realised who are my friends
the day that I went out with ali
the day that I went to straits kitchen with family
the day that I celebrated my birthday with a guy after for so long
the day that I went through big stress over my studies
the day that I had H1N1 and spread it within my circle of friends
the day that I thought I had get over qaiyum but I didn't
the day that I got to know some older guys
the day that I went out to celebrate qaiyum's birthday
the day that I and qaiyum somewhat started talking to each other
the day that I had my eyes on isham for months
the day that I got my ankle twisted
the day that I had my prom night
the day that I ended my friendship with ali after what we had done
the day that I went out with my peers after years ago

OVERALL :
I'm blissful with my life now
full of enigmatic and interesting things going on.
I'm proud to say that I'm enjoying my life to the fullest despite the sour and bitter.

2010-01-20T01:05:00.006+08:00

WHAT DO I LOOK LIKE ?

all stories ended up to me !

i really want to find you,

and what's after this baby !?

2010-01-15T23:29:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 2010 !
wow, i know this is super late.
but who cares.

everyone started to change their blog after new year.
but I'm not.
cause this blog is so meaningful to me.
too much of good & bad memories, which i will always treasure.
looking back at those all posts, really make me feel that life is getting better in some ways.

this month is a real life decision month.
firstly, due to the release of the O Level Results.
that's just so crazy.
I couldn't sleep days before collecting my results.
and thanks to those who kept me accompany when i cant fell asleep.
especially adeline, sidbhaiya, syufie and some others.
lovely lovely lovely.

back to results !
OMG. I was so tensed up when Mr Ari announced that this year's sec5 didn't do quite well.
disappointed .
it's like 30mins address before we got back our results.
shit shit shit.
I'm the 3rd one to receive it from my class.
wow wow wow.
ouch ouch ouch.
that was the feeling.
well, these are my grades.
B3 - Mathematics, Science, POA, Malay
B4 - Combined Humanities
C6 - English
how? good or bad ?
I'm quite impress with it, but pain for my English and POA.
no more early childhood at NP !
crashed !
i don't what how did i feel at that time.
that makes me not to message any of my siblings/parents about it.
the first person i cracked the news was to sidbhaiya !
thanks babeh (:
i know you know .
LOL.
after results, hit to simpang for our late lunch with the peps.
me adeline reemal, cause the others don't feel like going.
eat drink talk eat drink talk.

so today, another stress is over.
which is choosing the courses in poly.
well, very last minute but did manage.
okay I'm lazy to list down the courses here.
really praying hard that i could get into early childhood in TP or social sciences in NYP.
i even applied for both JAE and JPSAE.
kiasu, but yeah need to be one.

and today was down with flu.
perhaps because i can't sleep well this few days again.
but, I'm blaming sidbhaiya that he passes it to me.
GRRRRRR.
get well soon for both of us.
and you better go to the doctor (:

anyway, i want to change myself.
and it's a must.
it's so embarrassing for others to actually ask me questions.
I've got reputation to take care of.
and i don't want people to talk about it behind my back in future.
in fact, it's happening now.
so yes, I'm changing myself and I hope others can accept me for who I am.
ohkayyy, enough of stories !
back to talking cum chatting babeh (:
byeee.

A DAY OUT.

2009-12-27T01:18:00.001+08:00

omgomgomg.
i'm suppose to meet adeline today.
but but but.
we didnt.
since ali wanted to bring me out.
and he told me that at 2am !
yes, i got adeline mad at me.
fair enough.

suppose to meet ali at dhouby ghaut at 3pm
but as usually we are late.
nothing really new.
i reached there at 0345pm,
and was having hard time looking for him.
not a good place to meet at dhouby ghaut for people like me.
ended up meeting him after like 30mins on the phone with him for directions.
gosh, aishah you're so horrible and ali you're so not good at giving directions.

we met finally.
went to plaza singapura and had our late lunch.
saw his campmate, no wonder he told me not to sit there.
i had my sundae pie, nothing heavy or i'll take years to finish it.
then headed to the theater to collect our booked tickets.
and we have got like 1hour plus before the movie.
so what we did was lazing around the shops.
it's so weird for girl to follow a guy to buy his shaver.
gosh, but he didnt buy it at last.
1hour flies really fast at there.

we watched Avatar.
the couple in front of us really made me laughed.
movie was awesome
despite whatever things going on i fully concentrate my eyes onto the screen.
cheeeseeee.
received a call from a teacher, which totally made me grasp for air.
really breathing hard for a moment.
nothing much to elaborate for the movie.
things happened so fast.
and the movie lasted for 168mins.
freaking long but warm.

left the place.
and headed to bedok for awhile.
he went to the bank, while me running an errand to drop my books at the library.
meantime, i did manage to call shakilah to update some news.
gosh, i need to meet her soon.
back to the story.
waited for our bus to bedok reservoir.
i wonder why we always go there.
anyone?
nice place tho, with the cold&wet air.
was walking for a distant till we found a hut to sit under.
it was better than the previous ones.
had what you call great time there.
thanks, thanks, thanks and thanks for that.
deep hard one tho, and ouch.
yes, you get it from me.
oh i forget.
yes, i am a human baby !
you just dont get my spot right, too bad.
geeee.
had quite a long time at there.
and home sweet home.

i need to talk to sidbhaiya.
simple, but happening day !

HAPPY/BORED LIFE .

2009-12-23T00:09:00.005+08:00

ohmy. it's been really long.
so many stories to be shared.
it's great to know about people around you.
bla bla bla.

well, had so much ups&downs
but it's exciting.
i feel as though im on a roller coaster ride.
anyways, i didnt manage to find a job yet.
but good news im getting money to cover my expenses !
EDUSAVE !

practically, im not tied up with anything.
but it's so much fun.
have been talking to the guys very much.
awesome, i can see the difference in their thinking.
and and, i found myself no longer having real deep feelings about him.
some need to congrats me for that.
S-A-D.

however, im actually quite confuse with some things.
what are they meant to be?!
or maybe it's karma.
but it's okay, im really having big time with them.
suthus'.
GEE.

worst thing ever, i teared yesterday.
because
I MISS SCHOOL !
very much.
i miss all those crappy that me&friends did.
talking-eating-sleeping-thinking-messaging-gossiping-EVERYTHING !
i just want to experience it again in my life.
nothing can be compared to those moments.

we are going separate ways .

2009-11-08T16:46:00.002+08:00

SCREAMS, SHOUTS, YELLS !
its gonna be over soon.

TIME FOR ME TO STRIKE IT, BABY.
time really flies, and i can feel that my happiness has been taken away.
school days are the most enjoyable one.
there's nothing that can be compared to it.
and not to forget, we can never experience it again in life.
how sad to know that it is true.

MUJHEY AAPKEE BAHUT YAAD AAEE, MERA DOST.

WAS I THE ONLY ONE.

2009-08-09T16:46:00.000+08:00

Mmmm.
When you told me that I was a star in the sky,
baby I believed every word.
And you seemed so sincere,
it was perfectly clear,
cause forever was all that I heard.
And every little kiss,
from your tender lips,
couldn't of been a lie.
I fell hard over head,
without a saftey net,
and I don't understand this goodbye.

Was I the only one who fell in love?
There never really was the two of us.
And maybe my all just wasn't good enough.
Was I the only one, only one, in love?

As I walk down the hall,
see the place on the wall,
where the picture of us used to be.
I fight back those tears, cause I still feel you here.
How could you walk out so easily?
And I dont understand, how I can feel this pain, and still be alive.
And all these broken dreams,
and all these memories,
are killing me inside.

Was I the only one who fell in love?
There never really was the two of us.
And maybe my all just wasn't good enough.
Was I the only one, only one,
Tell me, what I'm supposed to do with all this love?
Baby, it was supposed to be the two of us.
Help me, cause I still don't want to believe.

I was the only one.
I was the only one.
I the only one who fell in love.
There never really was the two of us, hey.
And maybe my all just wasn't good enough.
I the only one, the only one.
I the only one who fell in love.
There never really was the two of us.
And maybe my all just wasn't good enough.
Was I the only one, the only one, in love?

When you told me that I was a star in the sky,
baby I believed every word.

2009-07-13T16:26:00.002+08:00

MY BLOG IS PARTIALLY DEAD !

THERE'S SO MANY THINGS TO TALK ABOUT.

BUT I JUST DON'T HAVE THE TIME TO BLOG IT .

WHAT MOST IMPORTANT IS,

I WILL UPDATE IT RIGHT AFTER MY O LEVEL.

PROMISE !

study smart people, good luck(:

2009-05-01T21:34:00.001+08:00

Birthdays for APRIL !

HAPPY 31st BIRTHDAY

SISTER

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY

NURSYUHADAH

2009-03-27T17:01:00.005+08:00

Birthday/Anniversary for MARCH !

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY

NUR SHAKILAH

HAPPY 5th ANNIVERSARY

SISTER&BROTHER-IN-LAW

____________________________________________________________________

OLD PHOTO !

2009-02-28T19:03:00.007+08:00

Birthdays/Anniversary for FEBRUARY

HAPPY 32nd ANNIVERSARY

MUMMY&DADDY

HAPPY 26th&28th BIRTHDAY

BROTHER&SISTER

HAPPY 3rd BIRTHDAY

ZYEDAN SHAH

she needs this!

2009-02-12T17:13:00.003+08:00

!FINALIZED DECISION

no more mathematics for me.

trashing all the knowledge.

aishah you're crazy!

B3 is the best that i can achieve,

so why bother of getting an A1/A2.

YES !

baby, i am down with 5subjects only!

& this is making it more difficult.

the lesser number of subjects taken,

the more you'll need to score well for it.

let's not give a damn.

260109

2009-01-27T22:24:00.002+08:00

me | friends

2009-01-10T22:08:00.005+08:00

am i prepared?

school !

6days of school have actually make me feel the slight stress.

but it's okay, i know that there's always someone to help me.

my graduating friends are the best in helping me in all these.

life is not easy after all.

you must help yourself, others can't do it for you.

no matter what happened, you need to be proud of who you are.

while you can, do your very best in everything.

when i am angry,

people out there know my feelings.

through my expression.

they will then talk to me about it.

you won't notice that everywhere you go,

people will know what's on your mind.

it do happened.

my parents are always right.

it is just that i don't really notice that those friends are my real friends.

they are the best of the best.

thanks babe&dude for an alternative outing.

both of you had made my day.

bless you!

2009-01-02T21:26:00.002+08:00

people its the first day of school.

oh before that.

HAPPY 2009!

okay, this is late.

and i just realised that i have been in that school for 5years.

how great it is.

&&time really flies.

really fast indeed.

amazingly im seating for Olevel this year.

in 9 months time.

this will be a very crucial year for me and friends.

oh i can't take it.

9months people.

it will be absolutely fast.

no more hankie pankie.

neither outings nor fooling around.

endure aishah , endure!

currently looking around for tuition.

the good thing is that syufie is tutoring my malay.

thanks to her(:

but im calling back most of my primary school friends

to help me out this year.

since theirs is over.

gathering notes, from different schools is the best.

&& the best thing is im trying my best not to touch this gadget

on weekdays. hopefully.

taking one step at a time.

okay, shall not stay too long here.

amigos, babes&dudes!

HOLIDAYS .

2008-12-09T15:32:00.011+08:00

people im back from both trips.

its story time.

PENANG!

air asia-ed there from johore.

first time taking air asia

due to the fully booked of SQ/MAS.

reach there in the morning and had our breakfast

at one of the food stall.

my relatives belanja one uh.

then after an hour when we are almost done,

rahman came.

he just woke up from his sleep and its like 12noon!

as usual he dont look old but his height remains the same.

super duper tall la.

when i stand beside him,

my head is at his waist.

can you imagine that!

ok i have always been disturb by people of me and him.

dont know why. but age matters.

checked in hotel.

gosh! my room is so huge. indeed.

the usual outings and stuff.

then the next day is the wedding.

many singaporeans there,

as in my cousins and etcetera.

stay there for almost 3hours.

then rahman wanted to bring me out somewhere.

but i dont want cause im wearing kebaya and its so hot.

he said got air-conditioner, no problem.

but still i dont want.

okay then i saw muhammad.

the one who i will always play with when im toddler.

he is quite tall and slim down alot.

not bad, boy.

but i think he dont really recognise me.

he keep on looking at me from a far distance.

after the wedding went shopping.

the next day went to house visit.

and shopping again.

at night flight back to johore.

from there brother and his friend fetch us back to home.

reached home at 2am !

____________________________________________________________________

AUSTRALIA!

SQ-ed all the way to brisbane.

which took about 7-8hours non-stop journey.

visited the country farm at gold coast.

had our buffet lunch.

then checked in our hotel at mantra legends.

washed up and sleep.

dinner then walk along the streets near our hotel.

it is a very nice place to shop.

i love the surroundings.

with topless hotties walking.

people singing and dancing.

very happening streets, indeed.

the next day we went to movie world.

cute characters, interesting shows and thrilling rides!

it covers what i have always wanted.

i like the most are

the batwing spaceshot and scooby-doo spooky coaster.

absolute thrill rides.

every night went out for shopping, cant resists it.

the next day went to sea world.

meet my favourite mammals which is the dolphins.

watched the shows and had some of the rides.

quite a sunny day, tho.

the next day is free and easy.

morning went to swim at the pacific ocean.

ok i just stepped into the sea.

the water is damn cold like ice water.

back to hotel and shower.

had our late breakfast.

then off we go to habour town.

bus-ed there on our own.

shopping/eating/having fun.

at night had our final shopping near our hotel.

then the next day, had our breakfast.

packed up and off we go to the airport.

SQ-ed back to singapore.

batwing spaceshot.

billabong,roxy,cotton on,cotton on body, just jeans,esprit, etcetera.

2008-11-26T18:52:00.002+08:00

(291108)saturday morning fly to PENANG

back on monday night.(011208)

(031208)wednesday night fly to AUSTRALIA

back on monday night.(081208)

miss you all(:

- hugs&kisses!

i am doubtful.

2008-11-17T13:22:00.005+08:00

how i wish i could turn my school as a hostel,

for me to stay everyday with all my freinds.

________________________________________

friends are like a family to me.

however family are not my friends.

sometimes i feel that i am not welcome.

i never share my bitter/joy experience with them,

only my friends are willing to hear it out.

i share all my joy and tears with my friends,

not my family.

you insulted me as if i am not part of you,

oh you've not only insulted me,

you have also insult God's gift to me.

i don't wish to hear an apology from you,

all you need to do is to seek forgiveness from God.

cause i have give all my life,

good or bad, to God.

i will still pray for all of you no matter what.

i don't think so you have taught good lesson

by just telling me off.

i know myself better than you people.

i love myself,

so what if you don't.

cause i am not like any of your other child.

all the blames are just on me.

aishah,

you're stupid, you're sucker.

people hate you.

i am nobody in your eyes.

i have prepared myself to give up my life

to God.

if that will change my family to a better one.

081108.

2008-11-11T20:55:00.004+08:00

fortress intelligence.

2008-11-06T22:45:00.004+08:00

let's work it out, babe!

you know the world outside there is just so different.

perhaps totally.

going around with people of twice your age is amazing.

but somehow i feel old but not odd.

_______________________________________________________

my colleagues are super friendly.

apparently, i was so shock when they know my name.

but i dont know theirs.

small company but big hearted people.

they are Clara(Manager), Sumi, Kavitha and Aunty Gloria(:

well, plus my sister.

okay, for clara and aunty gloria, they are just hilarious.

i know them years ago.

erm, during my primary school days.

_______________________________________________________

supposed to have company lunch at Earle Swensens.

but sadly, clara was admitted to hospital the day before.

and we are making it up on another day.

had lunch in the office just now.

seriously it is so RATED la !

only girls, i mean women talks.

gosh, laugh my arse off okay.

________________________________________________________

my work is just so easy.

but very boring and tiring la.

is just that i am not those type who like to seat only.

i am those who loves to walk around.

this work that i am doing is making my arse bigger and eyes smaller.

i am not joking people.

even my colleagues said so(:

but overall, i enjoy it.

okayy, my pillow is shouting my name now !

nites...

THE LION KING.

2008-11-01T15:28:00.004+08:00

SIMBA:

As you go through life you'll see

There is so much that we

Don't understand

And the only thing we know

Is things don't always go

The way we planned

But you'll see every day

That we'll never turn away

When it seems all your dreams come undone

We will stand by your side

Filled with hope and filled with pride

We are more than we are

We are one

KIARA:

If there's so much I must be

Can I still just be me

The way I am?

Can I trust in my own heart

Or am I just one part

Of some big plan?

SIMBA:

Even those who are gone

Are with us as we go on

Your journey has only begun

Tears of pain, tears of joy

One thing nothing can destroy

Is our pride, deep inside

We are one

We are one, you and I

We are like the earth and sky

One family under the sun

All the wisdom to lead

All the courage that you need

You will find when you see

We are one

___________________________________________

I AM FAITHFUL TO BE A FRIEND.

2008-10-26T18:03:00.003+08:00

WONDERFUL AND BUSY DAYS !

wake me up when november ends(:

i can't be at my best,

so how will i accept others to be the best.

felt sorry for the confusion.

and its a never for me to have one.

What is a friend?

A single soul in two bodies.

One who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself.

Truth and tears clear the way to a deep and lasting friendship.

I LOVE YOU as what you are.

2008-10-18T14:07:00.005+08:00

people i am indeed happy yesterday.
all the news i have is superb.
there's 4 things.

1. I'M EMPLOYED (will start only after Olvl Mathematics).
2. I ACQUIRE MY FIRST STRIKE IN BOWLING.
3. I HAVE CHANGED MY OWN MONEY TO SHOP AT GOLD COAST.
4. I'M ENJOYING MY LIFE, JUST SLIGHTLY ANXIOUS ABOUT MY RESULTS.

well, i am so contented when my sister tell me the news.
i will be working in her company.
as a data entry.
working for 3/5 days (monday,wednesday and friday)
office hours (9am-6pm).
thanks to Mark's mummy for letting me work with her.
but however i felt so sorry for my goodfriend, ng hui yi.
i have asked if there's one more vacant but there isn't.
but it's okay, i will try my very best to help you find a job ok?
_____________________________________________________________

bowling, is what i missed
since i have stopped going for months unlike years back.
like for the first time ever i scored strike for once.
spare is common to me.
had 5 games of it yesterday.
as usual im the last for all games.
here are some pics for my scores.
didn't mange to take the other 2games.
end everything at 2am.

_____________________________________________

2008-10-11T16:51:00.002+08:00

oh no.

i am currently hoping for a job.

i have been quite choosy in finding one

and kind of desperate about it.

but brother and sister are helping me.

i hope so.

wow i felt so envy with mark.

he got a job as don't know what.

but he's working with his aunt

while waiting for his entry to poly.

his job is just to send documents in and out of ships.

and sometimes other places.

but guess how much is his pay?

S$6000/=

wonderful uh.

okay enough about him.

hope to meet up with you for some tips.

maybe during Xmas.

____________________________________________

had raya outing with family yesterday.

manage to go four houses till mids.

uncle was so funny.

he left auntie alone taking the lift

while he took the stairs up.

basically he manage to reach first then

he thought auntie is already in the house.

so he closed the gate.

then my sister was like

eh where's auntie.

then my uncle replied," eh. oh ya ! "

i laughed all the way though.

last is my brother-in-law's sister house.

well her husband is just simply hilarious.

keep on calling me kakak.

hello, i am the youngest.

plus i don't wish to have my own house now.

like i am still studying, bhai.

meet up muhd zyedan shah at the house.

he's growing finally.

you have a baby boy now, zyedan !

then send sister&bro-in-law home.

reached home at about 1am.

____________________________________

oh almost forget.

i also went for the sec4NA raya outing on friday.

it was awesome.

but i think it can be planned even better.

sorry to say that.

i didn't manage to go 3 houses.

shakilah, syazana and syamilah.

sorry to this three S'es.

thanks everybody for the nice kuih, dishes and green packets.

that's it .

oh shit,

i have yet to study for my religious class exam.

deep trouble !

2008-10-05T19:39:00.004+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA everyone !

specially to all,

sincere forgiveness isn't coloured with expectations that the other person apologize or change. Don't worry whether or not they finally understand you.

Love them and release them.

Life feeds back truth to people in its own way

and time—just like it does for you and me.

_________________________________________________________________________

fun fun day !

the usual things happen.

stirred up in the morning,

giving hands to mummy and sister.

while brothers and daddy went to mosque.

once they reached home,

we seek for forgiveness.

then had our breakfast cum lunch.

followed by the arrival of my relatives.

okay did some catch up.

and guess what !

i have 3 nieces and nephews

within the last 2 months.

how lovely and cute they are.

then money money in !

thanks siblings and relatives(:

end everything at 12midnight.

*closed house*

___________________________________

nlevel history paper is so good.

alhamdulillah !

sacrificed a day of my outing with family

to my relatives' houses.

but its okay.

make it easier,

received my green packets tho.

my family had completed 13 houses

in a day !

well done (:

______________________________________

nlevel mathematics paper 2 was just nice.

went home right after.

off to my relatives' houses after friday prayer.

managed to go 7 houses in total.

but supposed to go to my old neighbour house

but sadly no one at home.

missed it men !

its okay there's still more time to go.

______________________________________

went back school for POA lesson.

i am just on time.

rushed home after everything.

get ready and off we go.

again managed to complete 7 houses.

reached home almost midnight.

_______________________________________

okay.

so far managed to collect quite a lot.

thanks once again.

actually i need those money for my

shopping at GOLD COAST

at the end of year.

everything except for shopping

is sponsored by my sister.

thank you, very much !

2008-09-17T19:46:00.003+08:00

have my prayers being answered?

all i want is the facts.

why must there be liars all over?

i know it is hard not to lie but

do not exaggerate it in a way or another.

i will understand if its a white lie.

somehow i know the reaction of those who lied.

by one look you should know if the person is telling the truth.

but in the first place why must you lied.

why? why? why?

___________________________________________

i can feel a drastic change in my life.

of a sudden i feel that i am getting myself in a correct path

that i should be.

i hope this will maintain till end of eternity.

there's always a good thing for this to happen in this way.

all i have to do is to believe it.

and i have always believe that.

every morning,

i woke up with an only wish

which is

to learn something out of someone.

some days i have achieved it but

sometimes i failed to do so.

every single pieces of my life

is being published in my pathetic handphone.

everyone needs privacy

so do you?

2008-09-10T19:44:00.003+08:00

You are like a mirror.

When I shine the lights at you,

You will reflect.

But when you are broken,

All the light rays reflected will distorted.

Now or later,

You will find it hard to put back the pieces.

does this refer to anyone?

________________________________________________________

today, i realise what is the meaning of life,

as for me.

having a joyful life is not about being a top student,

a person who succeed in life,

nor a well known person.

to have a joyful life is how

you can make yourself feel as a family,

able to be socially committed

and understand each other.

i can say that i am partially happy with my life.

it has proven that how well i did academically

is not important at all.

i is only significant to me, personally.

i stand on my own feet together with the teachers

to achieve what i have now.

to my family,

it is not a compliment but a criticism

for me to achieve something.

i am able to cope with it by the help of my aunts&uncles.

i am very thankful to them cause they have supported me.

but at the same time,

my family did was to pray for me everyday.

when i stepped out of the house for my first Nlvl paper,

no one in the house wish me good luck.

all they said was 'Bye'.

at school,

i am very happy with the sincerity of friends

to wish me luck.

i have yet to see the used of having different career

people in my house.

Postgraduate Diploma - the counsellor,

Corporal - the police,

and the others.

now,

my wish is to make myself feel good as part of my family.

but i will always remember,

no matter how bad they treated me or otherwise,

they will still be my family.

2008-09-05T18:14:00.004+08:00

PRELIMS RESULT.

have i done well enough?

am i supposed to do better than this?

but how?

is there any room for improvement?

but i think i must put my best for these subjects:

Nlvl Mathematics

Science

Principle of Accounts.

i must get this done, oh please !

2008-08-04T14:45:00.000+08:00

PRELIMS ARE FINALLY OVER!
but sadly its not Nlevel.

2008-08-04T02:22:00.001+08:00

HEARTBREAKER.

look out [3]

where its at
i know karma's coming to pay me back
im with the sweetest thang thats on the map
i broke her heart in 30 seconds flat
in 30 seconds flat

now how did i
just how did i become that kind of guy
to look at girl and lie right in the eye
my momma told me willy that aint right
boy now that aint right

im s s s sorry im s s s sorry
i didnt mean to break your heart [2]
im s s s sorry
im s s s sorry
i didnt mean to break ya
b b b b break it baby
look baby im a heartbreaker [6]
im a heart
a h h h h im a heart
a h h h im a

where she go
i got some things i gotta let her know
to fix the love now its impossible
but baby baby if we take it slow
if we take it slow
we can make it work
we just cant throw the love down in the dirt you
probly think that im a f**kin jerkcuz the way i let you down
it made you hurt
i didnt mean to make you hurt

im s s s sorry
im s s s sorry
i didnt mean to break your heart [2]
im s s s sorry
im s s s sorry
i didnt mean to break ya
b b b b break it baby
look baby
im a heartbreaker [6]
im a heart
a h h h h im a heart
a h h h ima

break it down
lets break it down [roughly 15]

so so so sorry so so so sorry
a la la la
la la la la
la la la la

im s s s sorry
im s s s sorry
i didnt mean to break your heart [2]
im s s s sorry
im s s s sorry
i didnt mean to break ya
b b b b break it baby
look baby
im a heartbreaker [6]
im a heart
a h h h h im a heart
a h h h ima

2008-06-30T02:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 16th !

haha(:

okay this will be a long one though.

firstly,

thanks to my dearest parents.

thanks for every shades & protection

that you've showered me.

thanks for the advice you've gave me,

it really makes me

who i am

now.

to my beloved sibiling,

thanks for giving me a hand

financially and education(:

(ps. that's me okay)

to my gorgeous friends,
my life is basically not absolute without

the support from you too.

so this is a big

THANK YOU!

to those who have been with me

throughout my life(:

i think there's alot more

pictures to go

but,

i have not enough time to

upload all.

But no matter what,

i will always cherish the moments

that we had together.

THANK YOU EVERYONE!

2008-06-18T17:24:00.000+08:00

YOUNG PSYCHOLOGY(:

here i come.

2008-05-20T16:57:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
weee(: had all my exam papers back finally!
let's go into it.

english:
paper1- 36/60
paper2- 45/80

mother tongue:
paper1- 43/60
paper2- 48.5/70
listening- 6/20
oral- 33/50

mathematics(Olvl):
paper1- 33/80
paper2- 61/100

combined science:
chemistry- 43/50
physics- 42/50

combined humanities:
social studies- 31/50
history- 29/50

principle of accounts:
paper1- 33.5/40
paper2- 59/60

enough of that(:
very happy and proud of my result.
i manage to pass for all the subjects.
happy!
__________________________________

went to kuala lumpur last three days.
bus-ed to and fro there.
quite enjoy and also bored at times
overall enjoyable one.
even though there's some ups&downs.
time constraint! very bad.
_________________________________

suppose to khatam my quran today.
but...but...due to 'my friend' i cant.
so need to wait for a week to do so at least.
order some sticky rice for that 'celebration'.
______________________________

okayyy(:
that's the latest of the latest news.
shall blog again another time.

p.s im waiting for you la(:

2008-05-08T15:53:00.000+08:00

eek-ooo.
hello.
mids will be over soon(:

b_____&s____!

this year is just a miserable year for me.
didn't enjoy part of it la.
anyway, it for my own good, aishah!

how great.
i screwed up my both Olvl Mathematics Paper 1&2.
with total of 4h30min papers.
but i think paper2 is rather easy than 1.
just that i can't get some formula to stick into my tiny brain.
just hope that i won't really fail badly for it.

combined humanities!
social studies was fine.
just some points missed out in my bonding spore essay.
history!
im totally cheesed off with that paper.
i focus damn hard for JAPAN.
but at last nothing about it is in the paper.
just hoping that my SBQ will help me out.

mother tongue!
oral was plain.
i did say something wrongly and she gave me that look.
the look that she will always give when angry.
paper1 isn't bad at all except for the essay.
paper2 nicely done(:

combined science!
physics rocks.
wow. this is like first time in my life saying that it rocks.
cause usually i will rely on my chemistry for A1.
but now i think physics ah.
however, chemistry wasn't bad too for instance.

poa!
i love paper2.
just the short answer questions only wasn't good enough.
my partnership account is like an admire to me.
will be seating for paper1 this coming tuesday.
need to 'master' my theory.

overall!
hoping to get my best 3:4.
can't get my 3 any longer.
due to my maths, duh.

okay enough about my mids.

just had my photo shots recently.
waiting for my pictures to be ready in 1or2 weeks time(:

im khatam-ing soon(:
and that's what i have been waiting for.
maybe shall do it together with my sweet16 birthday!

aites. that's it for my post.
bye, babes!

2008-03-30T14:12:00.000+08:00

as usual.
end of the month's post.
before i start,
let's wish someone.
HAPPY SWEET 6TEEN, ngushuying.

monday:
school as usual.
but there's no POA
so school ends quite early.
enjoys*
& waited for hasinah like 2hrs.
then rushed off to banquet.
since shakilah are craving for Chinese food.
bus-ed there.
eat&drink.
bought some tibets for tomorrow's outing.
and train-ed back to home.
had my arse stuck infront of the com till late night.
chatting on phone with shakilah too.
due to the presentation that me&she need to do next morning.
and finally sleep at 1am.

tuesday:
having hard time to get up.
rush-ed to school.
before that, manage to go to kembangan's cheers.
and grab some chips.
train-ed to school.
practise at the backstage of hall together with sai,shakilah,misschew&me.
minus later it's time for our presentation.
im like expecting some words to be pronouce wrongly.
but turn up to be shakilah.
*laughs*
relief after everthing is done.
then school as usual.
but at 12noon we left school to Pulau Bukom.
bus-ed to Pasir Panjang Ferry Terminal.
then from there we took ferry to the island.
nice ride.
but the seawater is not choppy at all la.
expecting more.
reached there and had movies playing.
eating in the theather is allowed.
haha.
then bus-ed around the island for like 20mins.
had refreshment by the pool after that.
and ferry back to our island, Singapore.
munched in the bus all the way back to school.
& home-sweet-home.

wednesday:
assembly was fun.
talented students performing for us.
nicenice.
school as per normal again.
no outings after that.
went home straight.
goodgirl.
had my religious class at night
cause i dont feel like going in the evening.
happy as im in between juz25-26.

thursday:
had mass run in the morning.
manage to went into the school back at 08:01:23am
so had only 2sticks to redeem.
chemistry.
then PE next.
had our 5station trail NAPFA test.
exclude situps.
standing broad jump was so omg.
first few trails good.
trail test turns out badly.
weird okay.
everything was good except for shutterrun&standingbroadjump.
had very bad headache during malay.
&school ends at 1510 when suppose to end at 1530.
back home straight again.

friday:
during recess we celebrated
shuying's birthday in class.
maz baked for her&us brownie.
marvellous. tasty.
thankyou maz(:
lessons all the way till 1230.
had guides at 1430.
some much need to done to my sec1s.
had a combined rehersal for speech day.
planned to have 9ranks for my guides.
include some sec1s in too.
just realise that my shouting is funney.
somehow its real funney.
shall pratise more of it.
end at 1745.
bus-ed home.
&im not allowed to attend tonight night class
as i didnt sign the consent form.

okay.
bye,babes.

2008-02-29T18:38:00.000+08:00

hello.
okayy this will be short one i guess.
let start it from this week.

monday:
school as usual.
had lessons till late afternoon.
POA.
&omg. like the whole lot of us are addicted with that balm.
thanks to hedir. plus whoever' axe oil too.
both axe oil and balm make me feel awake for the whole 3period.
without me yawning, first time okayy.
no after school outings.

tuesday:
CNA is getting slightly better than last year.
students presenting their project work on stage.
POA again.
just get addicted to those medication again.
keep on inhaling it till school ends.
get back test paper.
passed. but still not so confident with it though.
lessons till 1500.
still no outings.

wednesday:
assembly quite okayy.
nice topic to bring up.
KPOs'.
lesson ends early every wednesday.
had big craps&gossips after school while waiting.
haha. laugh our ass off la.
left school at 1500.
and bus-ed home.

thursday:
chemistry.
first time of the year doing practical with adeline.
did crystallisation i think.
procedure looks familiar.
will know about its result by monday.
PE.
had talks on first aid.
boring. but till after mr.majid tell his life story then its sounds better.
lessons as usual.
physics.
forget to bring workbook.
then chat with adeline during the whole lesson.
ends at 1530.
home-sweet-home.
had conference with peps at night.

friday:
woke up late.
sorry babes.
out from house at 0715.
meet peps at mac for breakfast before our x-country.
adeline's dad fetch us to reservoir.
get prepare for 'race'.
me&shakilah&reemal&izzat.
woo. we walked all the way. from start till end.
had talkies&munchies while walking.
estimate to reach at end point at 10.
but even though we walked all the way, we mange to reach there at 0930.
unexpected.
but at least i make an effort to come and join the 'race'.
unlike some others.
peps who eat chili will taste the hotness of it.
bigCONGRATS to 4Fgirls TEAMtwo.
2nd runner up okayy.
adeline&maisurah&mazrina&shuying&syazana.
end everything at 10plus.
bus-ed to parkway.
lunched there.
did windowshopping. as we are out of ideas on what to buy.
went to gaint.
then to one of the watch shop.
spend quite long in it as we are enjoying on looking at new watches.
nice one ah.
then bought famous amous cookies while adeline bought aunty anne's.
and bus-ed home.
three of them was being PERCAYA-ed by me.
nice reactions uh babes.
haha(:
&home sweet home.

okayy till then.
bye, darlings.

2008-02-16T18:54:00.000+08:00

daddy& brothers.

please choose either one of the motorbike.

just wish to have either one of it la.

but prefer YAMAHA R1/R6.

haha.

choose wisely okay.

anyways,

HAPPY DECIDING(:

2008-02-02T18:43:00.000+08:00

this is just so crazy.
i have not blog any post for this year yet uh.
okaay la then.
shall blog about me and peps during the first month of the year.

had some ups&downs for school la.
but its still manageable one okay
ever since the school reopen, i keep myself away from this computer la.
just dont want to get myself involve in it though.

school as usual. but this time round no more hang outs for me which is quite sad.
but its okay. for me, my principle is SUFFER NOW, ENJOY LATER.
hope i will stick to this principle of mine till my N and O are over.
celebration will be next.

anyways, i have so much fun in school these days.
dusturbing shakilah is a must for me.
she is the loudest in class.
having her seating beside me in class can make me go deaf.
haha. but its fun to have her around la.
adeline. my crazies buddy since sec2.
well, this year we keep on having our minds dirty.
especially beejay uh.
i wanna swim in your beejay??
hahaha. laughs.
only we can understand that right?

for the past few weeks, i have been keeping my hands on my Olvl Mathematics 10years series.
just hoping that i could get what i want for my maths results la.
so now its like a habbit of me doing that.
not yet interested in touching other 10year series that i have brought.
i will when i feel like doing it.
haha.

guides.
i think this year is abit tough though.
having quite a large group of girls.
hopefully me&ACL can handle that for 5months more.
preparing those test paper are just so hard.
but lucky me, i manage to set one for them.
camp preparation will be up next.
im so stress over it seh.

peps out there.
i cant go enjoy with you all after school for this year.
i need to catch up with my daily religious class.
just to get it finish before my prelims start.
and im so proud that i have now reach juz21.
isn't that great uh. haha.

this year is a meaningful year for my family.
by end of august, bro ayim will end his NS life as an airport police.
by end of november, bro aman will end his masters, continuing with phd?!
by end of november too, i will have already seated for my Nlvl and Olvl Mathematics.
and thats it i doubt so.

okay need to get my hands off from this computer.
if not, it will be an addiction to me.
okay look out for my next post maybe by end of this month.
haha. okay. need to get going.

&&HAPPY ADVANCED CHINESE NEW YEAR, to my chinese buddies out there.
bye,darlings.

2007-12-31T18:37:00.000+08:00

wow.
isn't this is the time that im waiting for!?
well, in just a few minutes its already a start of a new fresh year for me.
in fact everyone.
okay,

these will be my 2008 NEW YEAR RESOLUTION:
1. get something for PNA.
2. more juniors to join us.
3. more concentration on my studies.
4. get good grades for all my upcoming results.
5. drop ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS.
6. pass my N or O LEVEL with good grades.
7. promote to SEC5 on the following year.
8. rent/ find some workers.
9. going for a long vacation with family to Perth.
10. hoping that my brother will get his DOCTORATE in SOCIAL SCIENCE.
11. more outings after my N or O LEVEL.
12. daddy&mommy to enjoy life at this age.
13. organise GIRL GUIDES CAMP.
14. finish up my QURAN before N or O LEVEL.
15. family to stay as peaceful as always.

so far that's what in my mind right now.
maybe shall add on once the new year has started.

&&WISH MY BELOVED FELLOW FRIENDS
HAPPY PROSPER NEW YEAR 2008!
may all the wishes come true and have a wonderful year ahead.

signing off(:
aishah#03.

2007-12-15T18:32:00.000+08:00

pretty lazy right now.
im dying of boredness.

practically im getting a job from my brother
thanks to him
and guess what.
its marking exam papers la.
quite okay la uh rather than nothing.
but still don't know when can i start it
im waiting for my money right now(:

craving for it ehits my S$550 cheque again
where is the letter for it
just can't wait for the time
muahahaha.

planned to go outing but all was being cancelled
really sad for it.
wanted to go out with syuhadah
but...she's drowned with homework
lots of it.
but she promised to go out with me one day(:

okay right now, my target has suddenly changed.
but its just another dream
quite okay if we were back together
but..but..i don't think so
i have already make you feel pretty bad la
cause i was pressurised at that point of time
i was trapped into that situation
but please forgive me for my mistake.
i think you are far way better than him
its just a mistake for me to let you go
but i will always cherish our moments together(:

okay its 3weeks from now before school re-open.
well i just can't wait to meet up those classmates
but i have neither prepare anything for school yet
and i just remember something.
i will be receiving my result soon
so scared that i might fail and retained
i just didn't study for that examination la
fooling around though
wish me luck then ya.

signing off now
buhbye, babes(:

2007-11-12T18:22:00.000+08:00

HELLO(:
hope this is a short post for me.

101107:
woke up early in the morning.
so sad that i have to sleep in the living room cause i need to sacrifise my bedroom to my cousins. haha.
okkkay they came here on friday to sleep over.
so i didnt manage to go school.
mum asked me to clear my room for the guests.
okkayy early in morning rushed to help dad.
then in the afternoon prepare my clothes for my cousin wedding.
so went there at about 3pm.
meet the cousins and also saw hasinah at the wedding.
syamilah, me and hasinah are some ways related la.hahaha.
sucha a small world.
crapped with my other cousins about our life.
finally the wedding ends at 7pm.
so cleared everything then van-ed home.
had my shower and late dinner at 11pm.
watched some photos that my guests took when they were at their homeland.
chit-chat here and there and finally off to my sofa and sleep.

111107:
planned to go out with my cousins, syaeerah&syazwani&arisha and my sis.
so woke up at 10am and bath-ed.
went to pasir ris by mrt as my cousins first time staying in spore.
head-ed to escape theme park.
weather there is not so bad.
lucky it did not rains.
snap photos here and there.
the haunted house was funny ones.
arisha's age is 6yrs old.so actually she's not suppose to went in la.
but lucky her they did not check the age.
arisha told me that she is not in fear of ghosts and stuff la.
then im the first person to went in tagging arisha along.
syazwani was right behind me followed by my sis and syaeerah the last one.
the first "ghosts" was like trying to touch arisha's face when im say "HI" to the "ghost".
then we walked slowly to continue our route.
all of sudden the "ghost" started to follow my sis&syaeerah.
so they shouted and ran around the house like mad women la.
hahaha. sis was wearing her long skirt so just imagine she runs with it.
from at the back then both of them shifted to the front and me&arisha was like struggling.
ran towards a "door".
we pushed and kicked it but it cant be open.
so we shouted all over. then i told them that isnt the exit la.
sis was like pushing arisha's head cause she was too scared.
hahaha. pity arisha.
then finally we headed to the exit door and quickly ran out of the house.
the weird thing here was that i didnt know that my sis is afraid of these type of things.weirdo.
took most of the rides which are able.
then off we go.
bus-ed to the interchange.
when alighting the bus, syaeerah slipped off the bus.
she pulled an indian guy pants and she fall like a mermaid lah.
lucky her that the guy's pants did not slipped off his legs.
but she can still pose on the floor after all. haha.
poor thing but funny.
rushed to the SWENSENS at the whitesands.
had 2big bowls of earthquakes ice cream.
total of 16flavours when we are only of 5pax.
laughed&snapped pics all along.
then i saw the physics teacher of mine when the start of the year.
i used to call him "screw-ed teacher".
due to the vernier calippers.
but he didnt noticed me so hecked care ah.
rushed back home for them to pack their belongings as they will be leaving at night.
reached home at 1830.
helped them packed.
then send them to lavender mrt station for them to bus back to their homeland.
hugs&kisses to all of them.
hope that they will come back to spore again next month.
YEEPEE!
SAYONARA(:

121107:
im awake at 0530 okkay.
so early.
bath-ed and get things ready.
as i will be seating for the footdrill test at 0745.so meet up with athirah, my superheroine, for today.
she sent me to my HQ for the test.on the way there she taught me some commands and finally it got into my brain.
pheeww.
then reached there at about 0730.
pretty much time still.
so athirah helped me tie my hair.
then off i go for the test.
waited for ms alsagoff for like half an hour.
and finally she came.wow my hair started to stand.
whole body was cramped.
im the lucky number one to take the test first.
so damn nervous lah.
having cold feet when starting.
then when i suppose to teached them how to march by numbers i start to panic.
but at last i overcome it without taking pretty long time.
after everything ends, she calculated our marks.
and sadly i failed.
its not fail lah but you need to get 80% to pass.
but i got 60% only.
its okkay.
cause ms alsagoff said that my voice is good. so proud for that.
and she gave me full mark for my voice objection.
she told me that my weakness is teaching the recuits how to march.
pheeww. i dont think so i will seat for another retest. lazy me.

okkkeey im so tired now after quite a long day.
hopping onto the bed soon.
seeya people(: